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When I was sick and by myself at home I would think, “What exactly is the purpose in this. What are you doing? You’re still alone. You still have nobody in your life. You still have that void. So what you’re searching for is ...
I started to make emotional ties with a lot of these girls that were just unhealthy.
That’s the key thing here and when someone says they’re gay or homosexual, that is now saying; “That is my identity.”
I was addicted to pornography, I was addicted to masturbation. I was addicted to sex. I was also a heterosexual male
I tried to live for the Lord and the Devil at the same time. I was straddling the fence, so to speak. It doesn’t work. I thought, “I can’t live it.”
I remember of walking on a bridge in New York City, hearing an evil presence. As I looked over the edge of the bridge I heard a voice say, “Jump. It’ll be all over.”
God loves you and he cares about you; and he wants the best for you. You find freedom in his love through surrendering to him.
While we were there we would have to say that the main house where my grandfather was and that is where the actual abuse occurred between me and my grandfather. My grandfather was very perverted. He did things and said things...
I literally felt some kind of cold force in the room coming from the left side. It was like something taking over me. At that moment it was like there was nothing in me that could stop it. There was nothing in me that could d...
Every relationship, every encounter, would get worse, would become more perverted, more faceless, more emotionless. I had been with countless men. I could fill up a notebook full of the men that I had been with.